Pretty Big Bombshell

This morning, I'm Googling images of wedding disasters.  Why?

Because we've been delivered a pretty huge bombshell for this early in the game.  I'm talking a MEGA HUGE, "WHAT ARE WE GOING TO DO NOW" bombshell!

I just learned last night that my job is moving to Vegas.  I can either move to Vegas or apply for a job with Amazon (possibly in Cincinnati- IF there is one for me to apply for).  So I'm either out of a job at the end of the yearish (there's no timetable set) or Shane's has to find work in Vegas. Either way video jobs are hard to come by and this royally sucks!

I know what your thinking - what about the wedding?  I DON'T KNOW ABOUT THE WEDDING!  I'M FLIPPING OUT!!!!!!!! On the inside, I feel like the woman on the left in the picture above. I could barely handle wedding planning as it was!  I'm having a hard time coping with the fact that one of us might be unemployed soon.  The only word I can find to describe what I'm feeling at the sudden combination of  occurrences is this: ARGHAHAHAHAHOUGRRRRFFFFFFFUDGERRRRRRRRHGHGHAHGHGHASHIT!

 

So in the midst of trying to figure out where we are going to work, where we are going to live, possibly downsizing our possessions to try to make ends meet, I have to plan a wedding!!!! WTF?!!!!!  

We haven't booked our venues yet, so we could postpone, but I don't want it to be one of those things we keep pushing off until it's convenient NOR do I want to get married in a Las Vegas "Chapel of Love"!  We could move it up, but that's not going to help my stress level AT ALL!!! 

Part of me want to just go ahead and book everything, so it's set in stone that we are going to get hitched on such and such day, no matter what, but that seems pretty irresponsible seeing as though we may only have one source of income.

Why do dreams and reality always seem to butt heads?

Speaking of dreams- we're in a Cutest Couples Contest and the other contestants keep giving Shane and I "1"s to get our rate to go down.   Those B*#$ chose to mess with the future Sonnet Apple.  Let's take those couples down!  http://www.cincinnatiweddingmagazine.com/CutestCouple/View.aspx?ID=311908

Thanks for listening and if you have any video job leads, let us know.  We're probably going to start applying for jobs anywhere we can find them.  If we have to uproot our lives, it could at least be for a pay raise or more creative and/or fulfilling work- oh yeah, and not in the frickin' desert.